Kerouac vs. Burroughs
Kerouac and Burroughs search
for the same things in life: freedom, and purpose. In my opinion, they
both give a sense of mental instability. Kerouac, who seems to be in his
friends shadows throughout his novel, demonstrates questionable behavior. He describes
what he saw when Cassidy was having a sexual encounter with the same sex as “non-plussed”
(307). I understand this meaning to denote confusion. Rather than find this to
be repulsive or offensive (the way society would); he was just in a state of
confusion, like an innocent inexperienced little boy. “I hid in the bathroom
and listened. It was insane” shows Kerouac to be in a mental state of
immaturity peeking through as if to experiment without actually partaking. On page 345,
he dreams that he was Neal Cassidy,
and then on page 349 he writes “We clasped hands and agreed to be friends
forever” which leads me to believe that he searched for identity and purpose through
Cassidy’s hands-on experimentation in an awkwardly immature way. Without Cassidy, he would have no sense of direction or purpose in life,
kind of like a child who is still growing and learning about his identity and
purpose in life and clinging on to his mentor. Kerouac relies heavily on Cassidy to feel existent. William
Burroughs can be likened to Kerouac but mirrors Cassidy’s behavior more than
anything. Burroughs becomes indignant to life’s relationships as he describes
his connections to “Junk” and “Queer” in his short stories. He is consumed with
nonconforming desire in the many forms associated with an unquenchable cure for
junk and sex with little boys, which I find to be a neurosis of immaturity. It seems they condition themselves to a rebellious mental state of boyish curiosity as a coping mechanism for the adult world they somehow seem to not want to face.
Junky without a Cause
Burroughs provides an interesting perspective of
a drug induced lifestyle that creates conflict within his own nature of existence in his Prologue of short stories.
Very similar to Ginsberg, Burroughs is
also faced with some form of mental psychosis, Schizophrenia. He subjected
himself to psychoanalysis which he said “removed inhibitions and anxiety” in
order to live the way he wanted (49). He became a jack of all trades working
odd jobs and living on the edge of life. After a car accident he
describes as miraculously surviving, he changed his outlook on life and began a
way of life through a “symbolic system” which after a brief period of fascination,
died off into the world of insatiable desire. Which desires you may ask?
He succumbed to drug addiction and pederasty. He would live
life through the attachment of scoring a fix and scoring sex with young boys. This
behavior is similar to that of
Kerouac's but through a different lens. Both seem to have a sense of attachment
and belonging to something or someone. Preying on little boys seems to be a disturbing factor for me and believe that his preference for such young flesh is due to the idea that he believes he can act on his desires however he pleases like a little kid. Burroughs believed that his drug
addiction induced his desire and wanting for a fix; Kerouac’s fix was being in
the presence of Cassidy and being on the road together. Both Kerouac and
Burroughs developed a “real need for money” which I find to be more conforming
that they would like to admit. Like the professor mentioned in our class discussion, they
both lived in pursuit of money in order to survive what plagued them. Like young boys, the money they seeked only satisfied them momentarily having no plan for the future. They both lived in the now, which is again immature behavior. Burroughs has a way of objectifying
his purpose in life. He believed that his ordinary life stopped growing which to
him it meant “you start dying.” He believed that junk “teaches the user facts
of general validity” insinuating that this form of “pleasure is relief” (50).
In the following interview he states that his perception of reality is “lessened”
with junk. Can anyone explain to me what he means when he says that junk “is a
way of life” if it lessens life's reality? Is there any purpose in 'seemingly' celebrating a drug addiction and extending this addiction to young boys? His work only portrays his experience in Tangiers as the Sodom and Gomorrah of his lifestyle, nothing I find deemed of expressing through literature.
The interviewer clearly knew his stuff and this actually made Burroughs less reliable in my eyes. But then we have to go back tot he fact that they lived in the moment and I even think there was a label on their heads with the heading, "Subject to Change." I am going to speculate on what exactly he meant by lessened by saying that maybe people needed to numb certain aspects of life in order to truly live. They weren't looking for/ hoping for your run of the mill existence, they wanted to be far away from the norm. On the topic of celebrating such a life, I kind of think he regrets that, even though it spawned his best work. There is a sadness in that interview.
ReplyDeleteAddiction is a way of life, it governs how one thinks and acts on a day-to-day basis. When Burroughs said his perception of reality was lessened, I think he means his constructed reality had been altered because of junk. I don't think he is celebrating it, I think he just doesn't regret using it because his life was affected in a way that he wouldn't have changed through using junk. I have to agree, though, I still question whether these ideas are really worth expressing through literature.
ReplyDeleteI think that the ideas that Burroughs discusses in his texts (I think that we need to keep in mind that we are reading fictional pieces and not autobiographical works) are certainly worth expressing through literature. Burroughs objectifies his desires and addictions for a purpose; he wants to act as a contrast to the limited senses of freedom that Ginsberg and Kerouac endorse in their writing. Of course we don't have to agree with the objects of desire represented in his texts, but there is still something liberating and unsettling about the ideas that Burroughs presents.
ReplyDeleteWhen Burroughs says "junk is a way of life" I think he means in terms of how drug addiction takes over your life and how you spend most of your time either looking for a fix or on drugs. His reality is lessened because it revolves around junk and nothing else. I think his ideas are worth expressing because a lot of people struggle with addiction, and I don't think he glorifies the experience (the opposite in fact).
ReplyDeleteI think this analysis was great and I really enjoyed the fact that you compared Burroughs to Kerouac. I like that you compared the maturity of these two and how their sexual desires reflect their inner manhood. Great analysis!
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